just wondering...

There are times when I wonder how He sees me.

And when I say He, I mean God.

I understand that He loved me before He created me

and that He gave His life so I could live

and that nothing can ever separate me from His love.

But I still wonder.

I mean, think about it.

What if you had the choice to bring a child into the world knowing that they may grow up and choose to live a life without you in it.

Although, that's probably not the best example. Pretty sure most of us have done that.

I guess my point is this.

It was pretty amazing of Him to bring me into this world, and give His life so that I could live mine, all on the hopes that I would want to have anything to do with Him.

I guess that's what I mean when I say, I wonder how He sees me.

I don't really wonder how He sees me.

I just wonder what that feels like.

Probably feels a lot like parenting.

Sure do love Him.